i just didn’t understand in my earlier years, how adults could just sit outside and do…. nothing. i would get restless, i’d need to something while being outside. 

this year it’s definitely changed. i actively seek out the sun and to simply lounge and absorb the rays (with SPF of course).

something about the weather being warmer… it brings me peace to simply exist. it is enough to simply be.

am i just more tired now? do i appreciate the peace and normality more? i hope it is just the latter. either way, i’ll be going back to simply enjoying the atmosphere with some good music. i almost feel like i’m in a movie, maybe that’s part of the charm. i love the summer. the only way this could be better is to sit in silence in this amazing weather with companions. it feels good to be alive right now. simply waiting for the sun to set and enjoying the show. summer is golden and this is why.

something to remember when winter comes back inevitably.